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Erased From Existence

by The Bird Index

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1.
Little Bears 03:08
Chopped up and cut out Little bears in little caves You crashed the car, now you're the star Stack them up in little graves Amplified auctioneer, lend him your smallest fear He will never leave, he will never leave again We need a volunteer, wet behind rabbits ears Who cannot believe, who will not believe again Arms drawn, legs torn Dragging out from little caves Handcuffed and roughed up Just in case they misbehave So go make the same mistake, pick up a rattlesnake It will never leave, it will never leave again And just like the stomachache that comes from your wedding cake There is no relief, this is how it always ends And is this what you were put on earth to do?
2.
Daylight 04:06
We were made to suffer In this dark robotic paradise And you were not meant to discover What the roughnecks and the rednecks sacrificed And then the daylight comes To cleanse us all Providing that we look before we fall I'm fighting the loss of another Who never existed anyways And she tastes like her mother And the roughnecks and the rednecks have their say And then the daylight comes To cleanse us all Providing that we look
3.
I went broke for a smoke I got time for one more joke But I've been jester now for far too many years I got a glance of a chance I think that I oughta ask her to dance But I've been paralyzed by far too many fears And the moon through the sunroof makes me think of you I can't help it, I can't help it In a hundred years we'll all be gone, will our love be gone too? We can't help it, we can't help it
4.
What if it's too much for us to comprehend? What if it's impossible for us to understand? What if it's too high for anyone to reach? What if it's impossible, impossible to see? What if it's too much for anyone to bear?
5.
The Spy 02:14
Sitting on a bench, walkie-talkie man Doesn't even know which way to go And he doesn't care 'cause it's been a while Since he had a good reason to know For 23 years he worked for a man in a charcoal coat But they don't require his services anymore Sitting on his hands 'cause it's been a week Since they told him that he needed to leave Staring at the phone 'cause he doesn't know Whose side of the story he should believe For 17 hours he's sat in a chair waiting for their call But they don't require his services anymore He's a hero, a legend, he's nobody new And you think that you could do better than him? Are you better than him? 29 weeks and he's out in the rain with the folderol And they don't require his services anymore
6.
Stuck between sleep and restless waves I saw a beam Unblinking eye stares up at me Thirty voices lift in ancient song Nothing left to do but sing along People watching, waiting for a chance Do they love me now that I can dance? Stuck between dreams and shimmering realities Opposite sides say follow me, follow me As I stumble blindly down the street Where we used to have the right to meet Thirty people walking in a trance Do they love me now that I can dance? Do they love me now that I can lie? Do they love me now that I can cheat? Do they love me now that I can fail? Do they love me now that I can bleed?
7.
Dumb Luck 03:29
I got the strangest feeling Wednesday afternoon Somebody watching me like I was a cartoon Oh, what a mess I went about my day the best that I knew how Came home, cleaned up, big smile, got ready to step out Dressed for success Some kind of death is breathing right on down my neck It's an escape, it's an excuse I can't forget Dumb luck it all will pass 'cause that's about as lucky as I get It's been a couple weeks and I still feel the same Nobody moving in this God-forsaken game Is it my turn? And it's the only thing that keeps me satisfied If I had shut it out I probably would have died And I still might anyway Some kind of love is creeping right on through this song It feels alright although I swear it must be wrong And it's the reason why you can't look in the mirror for too long Some kind of drug is creeping right on down my neck It's not the kind of thing they teach you to expect Dumb luck it all will pass, if luck's the only luck that I can get
8.
I couldn't be bothered But you took me for a ride And you couldn't be bothered So you kept it all in side But I couldn't tell you were joking You were joking And when it came down to me or you Oh, you chose you I was totally surprised But I couldn't tell you were joking You were joking I never know when you're joking
9.
Idiot, look what you've done I wasn't always like this, look what you've done And off with their heads is not an answer I can take anymore Malcontent, how did you know I was never like you, so how did you know? It's always going to be like this, isn't it? Isn't it? Narcissist, what do you see Oh, idiot, tell me what can you see?
10.
And I ask myself How did I get here Who or what have I done wrong? In and out of debt Can I ever leave? Can I ever go back home? I've been fighting with my own mind I've been losing for a long time I've been running off the track I know I deserve to get caught Cause it's mostly been my own fault I just want my life back And what I know now About the world Scares the hell out of me
11.
Anhedonia 02:43
So comatose and out of luck I find myself Remains of yesterday's delight I find myself I hold no power here There is no power here I seek no counsel, I am on my own Slip back into your arms my sweet anhedonia What sorrow, oh what joy awaits the blameless? Recommended by the best The only way to fly Clay pigeon on a shelf Unlikely alibi I take no comfort here There is no comfort here Blow backwards through the door I lose myself
12.
You put an arrow through my heart I don't know how else to tell you The first time you caught my eye Was the beginning of it all You captured lightning in a bottle You captured love with just a smile And never once was I in doubt I knew it from the very start You put an arrow through my heart Time passes on but it passes so wrong When I'm without you But I won't be afraid 'cause before it's too late I know you'll be by my side So let them tell me I'm a fool For thinking so highly of you But never once was I in doubt And in the end it's pretty smart You put an arrow through my heart
13.
There is a certain sadness that I can't seem to shake And though it doesn't stop me It doesn't slow me down It's always there beside me on the edge of sound The arrogance of violence and the impotence of hate Have nothing on the silence Of those who look around And still stand undecided on the edge of sound

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released September 13, 2016

Charles Boehmig - guitars, keys, vocals, bass

Brad Parker - drums, percussion

Produced by Brad Parker

All songs written by Charles Boehmig
Except "Ride" written by Charles Boehmig and Ian McMahon

"I Want My Life Back" originally commissioned by Patricia Ross

Recorded at Buford Productions and Vault Apartments, Winter / Spring 2016

Cover painting by Charles Boehmig

Artwork layout by Brad Parker

Mastered by Jason NeSmith

Special thanks to our families, Joe Salvatto, Ian McMahon, Martin Adam, and Mark Wein

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